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Tuesday, January 22, 2013

The Kindness of Strangers


Been a long time since I'm here.
I confess I'm not much to share my personal life, usually this blog has always been used to disseminate my work, or other. but life is not always so predictable, like this post.

but if there is something I always thought was sharing.
this way and I need to share with so many good friends that I have known virtually, a bit of my life in recent months.


Time passed faster than I wanted or harder than I could ever imagine.



Cancer was diagnosed to my husband with several metastasis and prognosis of a very short life.

I confess that the world collapsed on me, I lost me, just wanted to believe that it was practically possible ... his recovery.

That did not happen, and a few months after me and my 5 year old son were just saying goodbye to the man  of your life.

My husband has always been my biggest fan and my biggest critic, companion and friend.

My world collapsed!

in these recent times the mixture of emotions, battles, try to be strong on the outside and be devastated inside, have been my recent days. Smile and play with my son and then hide me in the room to cry, so important, dear and irretrievable loss.
talking with family and friends and smiling, so that they too would not suffer and not worry too much with us.

Suddenly, a global energy came into my home, my spirit, my mind, my body.
An immense light appeared.
In this light I give the name of friendship, companionship, affection, ... but none of these words are strong enough to describe them.

The power of unconditional help exists, and all the people I met online during these times, did the most beautiful and unspeakable thing.
I have no words to describe it, my throat is tight and my tears fall stubbornly, but this time they are tears of gratitude.
Therefore I will make the link to the Blog of the WONDERFUL people who exist in this world.

Star of the East


 


You can see all the links on Estella's blog

I'll always be grateful to you guys, thanks for the strength that you guys are giving me.

 I went back to work, to create and I know that Duarte will always be with me and our son.

Thank you my friends for helping me to feel it so strongly.

What more can I say, other than a repetition?
Only my heart knows how big is  my gratitude, and you guys will always be in my heart.
Thank you!

51 comments:

  1. Courage, dear Sandra!
    Love shines from beyond, and it will ever be with you! Just you have to get used that it is unvisible now.
    Be blessed, dear girl! Hugs to your little boy! You will manage greatm you will see!
    My Love for you,
    Savenna

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  2. I'm with you in this terrible time of your life. Looking at your pictures with your husband and your beautiful son, brought tears to my eyes, I can't imagine how hard it must be.
    Now you have to keep on going, and give to your little boy all the love and loving memories of his father.
    Be strong!
    Ciao.
    Silvia

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  3. Hugs dear Sandra!!!!! We Love you so much!!!!

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  4. love love love!
    You are a great woman! You will find the way! And your husband will always walk beside you and your son!

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  5. You are a wonderful woman! We Love you and we will be here for you, always!!

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  6. (((((((hugs))))))) dear Sandra! You're not alone!!!!

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  7. Love Sandra!
    You're a valiant woman!
    My heart is with you.

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  8. Sandra, I have no words to say you in this sad moment! :(
    Hugs for you and your lovely son. I know your husband will be with you forever to help you!

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  9. I'm so glad to see that our team brought you some light in these very dark days, you are in our heart although most of us have never met you you have always been an inspiration for many; either through your strength, your work or your kindness.
    Big hugs to you and your son.

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  10. Dear Sandra,
    Hugs and Love to you and your son! Happy to see you have at least a bit of light with the team. You know where we are you can always tell your feelings to us we will listen. Don't keep them in.
    Theancientmuse

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  11. Hugs to you and your son, Sandra!
    Be strong!

    Love!

    Verena.

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  12. Sandra, we are all there for you and as Isil said, come to the team whenever you need to :)

    Lots of love

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  13. Keep going strong Sandra, cry as much as you can.. but at the end of the tunnel there is bright light.. Thank's to you that the team is bonding stronger, and motivated to give more and more...

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  14. Boa tarde Sandra,

    I truly hope your magnificent art and the love of such wonderful people will keep you in a good spirit during the hard times you are facing. I am thinking of you and sending you warm regards and many hugs!

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  15. His love is always going to stay with you and we are always going to be here with you to be held onto when you think you don´t have any strength to keep on going. Hugs to you and your little son!

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  16. Hugs and love for you and your sonxxx

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  17. Thank you dear Sandra for your lovely words!
    Many big hugs*

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  18. Hugs hugs and more hugs, Sandra, from the Netherlands too!

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  19. Dear Sandra, your words have melted my heart! You are such a delightful little person! Please stay strong for your son and family! Duarte will always be with you, no matter what! We are your friends and we will always keep an eye on you, so please don't be shy and rejoin our group for moral support! ♥♥♥

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  20. Be strong Sandra

    Duarte will always be by your side
    and only time will ease your pain
    a big hug

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  21. I cannot even imagine the pain you must be going through.

    You have so many friends all over the globe, each ready to catch your tears and lend a shoulder to lean on. We can't all be there physically, but we do hold you and your sweet son tight in our hearts.

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  22. hang in there...and be strong

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  23. I'm a little lost with words. I'm just so amazed by how strong you are. Just know the team is here and ready to be one huge shoulder to cry on. :)
    Hugs!

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  24. Dear Sandra, my warmest and heartfelt love goes out to you and your little boy! You are a wonderful and courageous woman, God bless you and your little son!
    My warmest hugs!!!
    Anna

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  25. Dear Sandra, big big hug to you and your son!

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  26. So so sorry to hear this news Sandra, sending you love, and strength. Take care
    Kate

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  27. Sandrinha!
    I hope that this LIGHT will give you the strenght that you need to go back to work in full strenght, and create more of the beautiful work you always accostumed us to! :)

    I hope to see you soon... and more of your work! :D
    A BIG kiss!

    Inês Salgado

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  28. Dear Sandra, hugs and hugs and hugs! You and your family always will be in our hearts too! I hope we cried out some tears instead of you and I hope our help will make the "money world" not so taught for you in this hard time.

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  29. I cant find words. You are so strong and wonderful women. Hugs!

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  30. Really sorry to discover this news this morning, Sandra, I send big hugs and strength to you both!
    Si'

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  31. Dear Sandra... I was wondering what I can say to make you feel better. But I don't think that words can help. Nothing will bring your beloved husband back, but there's something that can give you strenght to live and smile. It's our Love. So I, among all est members, am sending you as much love, as you can handle. And please, be safe. Time will help.
    Huggs!

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  32. Can only wish you much much strength, health for you and your little boy and that all the caring from the huge blogworld will help you through these horrible and difficult weeks!

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  33. Dear Sandra,
    try to be strong!For your own sake and your little boy's!If you are well, he will keep well.There will be times difficult, and times easier, times when you will even accuse your beloved man for leaving so early without his fault. But life does go on!And things always get better, they never get the same, but they do get better!Love
    AriadnefromGreece!
    http://AriadnefromGreece.blogspot.com

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  34. Sandra, you are strong woman and you have to for your 5 years old angel...
    I will pay for you and your husband...
    http://www.etsy.com/shop/KnitterPrincess
    http://kpsszede.blogspot.com/

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  35. You're a great great woman!! Be strong for you and your wonderful son....your husband would want this for you
    A big hug!!

    Giusy

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  36. Not easy to overcome this but sending hugs and support your way Sandra!

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  37. Dear Sandra,I am so sorry for your loss.
    It's all such a tragedy and this post was truly heart-breaking.
    My prayers go out to you and your little one.

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  38. Sending HUGE hugs your way. You are doing so great.
    You & your son are in my prayers.
    God bless you

    DatFunkyFro

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  39. Dear Sandra,
    I am so glad to hear that you are looking forward in life! You are amazing and incredibly strong. And hopefully, with all us you feel even stronger.

    Hugs from Sweden!

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  40. Hugs from Germany, Sandra, and I'm thinking of you.

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  41. I read about you inside of Anna (Annuk Creations) one of my blog friends.
    Sensor with you and your little boy - hope the best for you. Huge comforting hug Hanne Bente

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  42. I found you from Annuk's blog! Nice to meet you! Love & Hugs from Greece!

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  43. A big hug for you and your son...

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  44. Sandra we are with you EVERY day, we support you, we send you our energy, we love your art, we UNDERSTAND YOU...all my prayers are for you, remember, you are a wonderful soul...

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  45. Sending you and your son my warm thoughts. Big hugs from me.
    - Bai

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  46. Grande abraco Sandra! Saudades!

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